I just sent a friend an email asking for prayer. Life’s going great. The baby’s on the way, I’m in a good place with work and home, the family stuff is hard to navigate, but isn’t it always? All that stuff’s good, the problem is with the calling. I get pumped up when the goals are clear and the payoff is huge but when it comes time to draw the map I get overwhelmed with fear. Someone diagnosed it in me once, they called it the “Paralysis of Analysis.” I was struck dumb with the realization that he’d just hit the nail of the problem squarely on the head. It absolutely fit. I embodied that phrase in every way… But, It didn’t help, except now when I am stressed I can say, “I have “Paralysis of Analysis” and I go play Madden on the Playstation.
Its like taking a trip. I get hyped up on going somewhere, I get out the map, I can see the direction to go but I can’t decide most efficient way to get there– plane, train, or automobile– so I just stay home. Same with decision making… I get a picture of the “destination” or “outcome” in my head and how great it would be to see that goal realized. But then I start to consider the different ways I’d go about making the journey. Should I start a group? Should I start a group for the leaders of the groups so that they’ll be better equipped to go start their own group? Should I have a weekend experience that gets ‘em interested in meeting as a group and hope that a group forms? Should I start an online presence (blog) with content that makes people think about it and then hope they find a group that helps them reach it? What is “it?” “It” is a great book by Craig Groeschel but that’s not important right now. What’s important is telling God, “I know this is the purpose you have set in my heart but have no idea how to do it, but I’m not taking another step until you tell me where to put my foot.” and then repeat. I’m learning that ts the same with every business/relationship/dialogue/endeavor.
God, I know this is the purpose you have set in my heart but have no idea how to do it, but I’m not taking another step until you tell me where to put my foot.
I could use some comments on this one. Load me up with how you push down the fear and overcome.

